running

havent been running for this entire week. 

need to get back into my runnning. been sick. 

time to train for my ipoh run yo. 

goodnight

i've been sick for a week. so goodnight.

burst your bubble

how do you burst someone's bubble?

do you just let the person bounce in their own bubble or burst it knowing that shoving reality in their face makes no difference? 

what do you do?

it is knowing where to strike a balance between friends and your relationship that makes one a good bg/gf and a goof friend. its being able to do one without sacrificing the other. 

often people sacrifice one. 

hope

unexpected opportunities but they are uncertain unexpected opportunities. here's to hoping that everything will go well for me. i think i've been through alot, and to have come to where i am today, is an achievement in itself. 

i thank everyone who stood by me, who never gave up on me, who always encouraged me, who gave me strength, and who believed in me. to those who simply walked away because it was easier to do so, a lesson learnt for me as well. its a plus plus for me. 

im done

and so, when you walk away from them, you come to me. and then you walk away from me and go to them. 

so u know wad. fuck this shit. the next time you conveniently decide that something they do doesn't fit your royal ways, and decide to walk away, again, and realize that 'wait there is noone around me' and come look for me, i'm turning my back from you. 

because, i can do it once, i can do it twice, but it has been one too many times. i am done.

you have hurt me one too many times. so go live your royal life.

just rants

so one of the normal auntys came to my house today. and she went telling my grandmother this story about how her daughter is so thin. and as if it her daughters thin physique didn't need any more glorification, she decided to throw in this 'melissa is damn damn fat'. wtf. 

i may not be typical skinny. but one thing i am not is 'damn fat'. in fact personally i think i am pretty damn fit. i am good both endurance and stamina wise. my strength although lacking is still at a considerably good level, better than many. my flexibilty is i admit lacking but it is something i identify as my weakness and i am working on. 

so, please, take your negative comments elsewhere.

poker

i won my first 21 bucks in poker today. 

im not a good poker player. i cant calculate percentages fast enough. 

luck be a lady.