Wednesday, 24 September 2014

small world

wad a small world. bumped into zul over here in langkawi. i met zul during my bmw times. small small world indeed. 

having lunch now. planning to go for a run this evening-i need a good one after consuming all the food i have had. 

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

langkawi again

back in langkawi again, twice in a month. touched down, and spent an hour and a half looking for broadband device. cannot believe it took me that long to get one. then had to do some prep work. 

had seafood kinda dinner. i ordered a seafood meehoon and whacked it clean. also ordered a yaumak vege and softshellcrabs, and yes they were whacked clean as well. i think stress makes me want to eat. wanted to go for a run in the evening, well that was the plan but had too much prep work to do. 

the hotel ain't so nice. am staying in one helang. location is a little far away from kuah town but the main issue i have is with the water-not sufficiently hot. 

okays goodnight. i am exhausted. plan to wake up to go for a run. just saw my 2xu timing and i am horrified. placing only 40 is terrible. i know i had stomach problems but 40 is not acceptable. i should have done better. so wake up at 7, by 715 hopefully im out for my run till 815. come home, bath, buffet breakfats and then off to kuah towm by 910am. 

less than 20 days to go. i need to buck up!

Sunday, 21 September 2014

second thoughts

i am beginning to have second thoughts. maybe i should look into a different field? or maybe because it is due to the environment? 

i actually dread the 2nd of october and 4th of december. 

i am currently making plans to ensure that if anything happens, my commitments wont be affected. 

Friday, 19 September 2014

Monday, 8 September 2014

random updates

food poisoning! could it be the dragonfruit? or the sashimi salmon? or the watermelon? 

happy mooncake festival people. having salted caramel chocolate! and had a slice of black sesame mooncake this morning to celebrate this day! we had a big dinner last night, my entire family. 

cannot wait for my little cousin to come back from aussie this saturday. we are going to have a huge family dinner (yay) and planning to bring her and my sis to jumpstreet. and reebok is happening this weekend! looking forward. 




Friday, 5 September 2014

work langkawi

i have been sent to langkawi to do a job-alone. 

it's nice and all. to get to travel but this really doesn't seem like travelling to me. i am put up in a hotel right smack in the city. it's not the best of hotels but its decent. its not the best of locations, yet its decent. so i guess its not the worst but its not great either. 

 so i rushed on site, because my flight was slightly delayed. finished about 530ish and checked in the hotel at about 6. took a shower and went exploring. 

but i was so exhausted. just went to a really rundown mall in langkawi and stared at some choc. tempted to get the big peppero box of cookies and cream and also almond choco. went to the eagles square. stared at the sunset. took a picture with the eagle. wanted to have sbucks in the morning, but when i got to the sbucks in eagles square, just didn't feel like sbucks. so i went back to the dodgy mall for paparich. 

i overordered. i ordered a butter-kaya toast, siumai, chicken satay and also ice blended red bean with condensed milk. such a fat dinner it was. so i just ate, charged my phone and read my book. yes i bought a new book-revenge wears prada or something along those lines. chic-lit. 

my walk back and during my dinner-i just felt-alone. i guess because i couldn't just relax during dinner which normally is how i like to spend my time alone. so my alone time was not enjoyable hence i didn't enjoy the alone experience. and it is also frustrating that there are things that i want to be doing in langkawi but i can't because of the time-constraint. things i want to see and do, but i can't because i know i need to rest and sleep enough for work, and i dont' have time to do stuff daytime because work calls. i guess the main point is that i heard about the upcoming potential phillipines and hong kong trip and now i feel like im not too keen on it. if i'm going to feel this alone in a far away land, i'm just not going to enjoy it fullstop. i travel to see things, to experience things but mostly to enjoy doing them. and right now this travel, is not enjoyable. 

hoping for a better day tomorrow. well at least, my sunday is pretty free. so that is wad i will be looking forward to. 

anyways, exhausted and enough with my rants. goodnight.