work langkawi

i have been sent to langkawi to do a job-alone. 

it's nice and all. to get to travel but this really doesn't seem like travelling to me. i am put up in a hotel right smack in the city. it's not the best of hotels but its decent. its not the best of locations, yet its decent. so i guess its not the worst but its not great either. 

 so i rushed on site, because my flight was slightly delayed. finished about 530ish and checked in the hotel at about 6. took a shower and went exploring. 

but i was so exhausted. just went to a really rundown mall in langkawi and stared at some choc. tempted to get the big peppero box of cookies and cream and also almond choco. went to the eagles square. stared at the sunset. took a picture with the eagle. wanted to have sbucks in the morning, but when i got to the sbucks in eagles square, just didn't feel like sbucks. so i went back to the dodgy mall for paparich. 

i overordered. i ordered a butter-kaya toast, siumai, chicken satay and also ice blended red bean with condensed milk. such a fat dinner it was. so i just ate, charged my phone and read my book. yes i bought a new book-revenge wears prada or something along those lines. chic-lit. 

my walk back and during my dinner-i just felt-alone. i guess because i couldn't just relax during dinner which normally is how i like to spend my time alone. so my alone time was not enjoyable hence i didn't enjoy the alone experience. and it is also frustrating that there are things that i want to be doing in langkawi but i can't because of the time-constraint. things i want to see and do, but i can't because i know i need to rest and sleep enough for work, and i dont' have time to do stuff daytime because work calls. i guess the main point is that i heard about the upcoming potential phillipines and hong kong trip and now i feel like im not too keen on it. if i'm going to feel this alone in a far away land, i'm just not going to enjoy it fullstop. i travel to see things, to experience things but mostly to enjoy doing them. and right now this travel, is not enjoyable. 

hoping for a better day tomorrow. well at least, my sunday is pretty free. so that is wad i will be looking forward to. 

anyways, exhausted and enough with my rants. goodnight.